Friday, June 12, 2009

MUCH better day!

No, I don't want to go to work...ever again. Yesterday was an off day I can't believe I even wrote that I might want to go back to work. I was just checking my work e-mail and saw that there was a birthday celebration on Monday. I thought "Oh, that will be nice for everyone at work...you know since it's the last full day of school and everyone is stressed...that was nice of them." Then I remembered I will be a work on Monday. I almost cried. Seriously, almost cried. Kissed my babies forehead (who is sleeping on my chest) and almost cried. I DON'T WANT TO GO TO WORK! Ugh! I hate that I have to work. I am off to find things I can sale. There must be something worth money in this house. Maybe I have 1 million dollars in my mattress. A girl can dream!

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Emery will be 11 weeks old!

Oh my, 11 weeks old...not possible.

I go back to school on Monday for 2 1/2 days. I don't want to go back. Or maybe I do? Maybe I need a break? I haven't been away from Addy and Em in 11 weeks. I love them to pieces but I am stressed. I'm not sure why. Maybe because the house is a mess, too much of a mess for me to start cleaning so the mess just gets bigger, or maybe because Addy is at a hard age. She just wrote all over her teddy bear with a red marker. I mean all over. Then broke down screaming, crying, coughing, choking, red marker all over the place. 2 1/2 has been a hard age. She screams and screams and cries when she doesn't get her way, or doesn't like something I do. I don't give in, I thought it would stop (isn't that what they say?) Maybe I should give in, at least she would stop screaming?

Yes I want some cheese with my whine!!!